toy-land
2004-10-01--2:58 p.m.
why do old scars suddenly look so dramatic on my arms, and yet-untouched skin look so inviting? this is what comes from self-loathing and tears that can't escape my eyes. this is what passes between my ears when i stare off into space and see nothing, nothing, except a world that doesn't want me in it and vomits its filth in the street and i have to pick my way through it, following my own shadow in a dream that won't end even when i fight to open my eyes.
before | after
have you read these?
college entry - 2006-02-11
I EAT DIRT - 2005-01-20
movin' out - 2004-12-10
movin - 2004-12-10
movin - 2004-12-10
